Sunday, 11 September 2016

Better world

Within the vast sky lies the lost soul
Keen on spreading the wings to fly up high
To escape the cruelty of the world

But little did we know
As much the complaining that we made
The cruelty of the world is what made it the world
People filling in the hollows as to make it a better world again
However, is there ever a better world before?

Friday, 26 August 2016

Don't care

Problems usually arise when you care too much about things.
Life's pretty much easier and happier when you just don't care about things.
But then, sometimes when you care about them is what makes the stuffs more precious.
Two mutual souls that put the same effort of caring towards one another makes it a beautiful thing.

But of course, there are things which you just need to ignore cause, ignorance is bliss. (Although I don't agree much on this)
It is a bliss and makes you happy but at the same time is well, ignorant and sad.

Knowing things and caring about things is indeed a good thing and somewhat useful.
But caring about things too much? Yeah that's when you just need to stop and not give a single care.

So yes. Not giving a ****(care) makes you happier in life

Monday, 22 August 2016

'Need someone to talk to'

I find it weird that there are a few phase in my life that I would get interested with something as that thing would come up to me quite a few times during the phase.

For example, I once had a phase where it is regarding depression and also bulimia. I got tweets regarding that, friends kinda experiencing that, posts about it, people mentioned about it on several occasion and also a movie that happens to be it when I just casually decides to watch the TV while eating. (I rarely watched TV)

So yes. I have a few phase that made me think deeply about something and it would be 'I just want someone to talk to'

I'm sure all of us have their own fair share of experience that you just need to let out to someone. Regardless of what you're feeling at that time such as angry, happy, excited, sad, disappointed, paranoid, overthinking, and mad.

It's perfectly a normal feeling to have I guess. As we are a human being and we need each other because the only one that you can share what you're feeling with is another soul.

I just decided to post about it because it's a good feeling really. Because sometimes we need to rely to someone else too. It doesn't matter if what they're suggesting is valid to you or not. But what matters the most is that you let it out. You just let yourself free and keep it off your chest.

But there are times of course where you're too afraid to let people enter your heart and in that case, we might need to let it out to our creator for he is the best listener and the only one that can really help you the best for your life.

Human feelings are beautiful really. It's so complex but it's a beauty to look at and experience.

Sunday, 21 August 2016


I'm starting to miss writing and looking at how I don't advertise my blog, I think I can write as much as I want according to my feelings without trying to be what I think people expect me to do. I'll just pretend that no one knows this blog. Usually things came into my mind when im usually free and although my semester break left another approximately 2 weeks, I decided to continue still.

I think that when we're not occupied with something, we'll overthink about something and starts to imagine all kinds of situations and overthinking kills you.

I'm not a fan of overthinking like who likes it?? But sometimes we just can't help to do that. I just can't help it.

But I don't act how I think my overthink will leads me. I just kinda keep it inside and let it consume me. Sure it does kinda hurt cause you imagine all those stuffs but it's better than to act on it and affect other people which may lead to me hurting that person or changes how it has been.

In my opinion, over think can be relief if you kinda open up to someone or let go how you feel. But sometimes for me, I don't want to burden other people by letting out how I feel. And even when I did, I don't really think that it's a good idea after all. So that's when writing came in place. I realized that after reading my diary when I was in my lower form in highschool. The feeling of letting go your feelings is really nice and at least when you do it, you can be relief of it even just for a bit. Sure it may not solve my problem but it does put me at ease a bit.

Putting that aside, overthinking can only be completely relief when you ask that person of something and his/her opinion.
Don't jump into things but discuss a bit.

And that is why people said overthinking kills you.