Tuesday, 29 May 2012

In love? No way!

Today post is about love :D
(not really)


I've never been in love.
Not once
Not twice
Not before
Not... Aft-... okay.. maybe Later on I'll experience that

So I always ask
"How does it feel to be in love?"

"Why do you said falling in love give pain?"

"Why is it some people suicide because of love? stupid." 
(Okay.. Later on I'll put a post for this part)

"Why do people do anything for love?''

"Don't you feel kinda like eerie when someone said I love you?"

And the question that i always ask is...

"How to know whether you are in love with someone?"

Yes yes. I know.
For someone is 16 years old-but never fall in love-never get interested to also
I always ask myself... 
"Am I Heartless??"




I mean.. It feels weird.
I know maybe falling in love is a bit too much.
But I just don't have feelings like want to have a partner

Sometimes I saw a quote like "Falling in love AGAIN"

Can you really falls in love many times?
Maybe twice..or thrice...
I would still consider it as normal..
But.. If keep changing your partner like clothes..
Is it love?

I have once thought that I really am in love..
After I've been through it... numerous time.
I start to realize..
That. Is. Not. Love. At. All.

That is the feeling of wanting to know that person better.
And not love.

Although sometimes I thought I like that person..
I just don't feel like I am missing that person.
Or that I wanna talk to him so badly.

Nope. Never. 

So I'll ask. Will I have the chance to fall in love?



To be continued

Monday, 21 May 2012

Having a sister might be Awesome..

Yeah.. as you read the title.

Me ainaa who keep saying
" No way. Having a sister will bother me a lot and I'll hate her"

Oh yeah... I actually said that.

urm.. maybe the HATE part is a bit too much.
Lets change it to DISLIKE ;D
Having 3 brothers actually aren't bad.
Infact,
I love them.

They taught me a lot of things.
And by their view towards females...
I can actually become quite a proper Lady
By learning what they said that is annoying to be seen.

And I rather be quite...
Tomboyish
Rather than become too  
Girlish

I said. QUITE Tomboyish right?

Like this :

(go! go! Chuck ;D)
 Eheee...

But you see.. Having Only Brothers also is quite inconvenient
There are some things that you cannot share with your brothers and mom and of course your dad

Among those things is when you (if you a girl) had your first menstruation..
Let say at that time your mom is not there.
So of course you have to rely to your sister right?

So having a sister might be convenient to me.

I never realized it until a few days ago.

I left my boarding school early this year.
And at that moment i start to realize that all of my good friends there are like sister to me.

And so... that is why I think I start having the emptiness inside me like what I post here

So for those who have sister.
You really should feel grateful.

But whatever it is.
I truly believed what God had done have reason.
Everything happens for a reason.

Who knows.. I might be badly bullied my someone and my brothers will become the saviour.
Uwuuwuuwww... Haha.
That would be fun.

(Lets just say im the woman. The man in front is the bully. Men behind my brothers.)

Okay. Lol. That made me laugh.

And yeah. This post actually can be applied to someone who is in opposite situation with me.



Maybe you're a boy.
And have sister only.
Well... Like i said.
Everything happens for a reason.
One day you will figure it out.

Again..
I truly believed having a sister will be convenient.




But... I don't want to change anything in my current life.


Peace :)